I'm sorry.
To my parents: I'm sorry I'm such a disappointment. I'm sorry I can't make good enough grades. I'm sorry I can't live up to your expectations.To my friends: I'm sorry I can't keep a long term friendship with any of you. I'm sorry we lose connection after a while. I'm sorry I never stayed.
To the people at my school: I'm so sorry I'm weird. I'm sorry I don't fit in. I'm sorry I don't look pretty like all you.
To myself: I'm sorry I was ever born, I'm sorry I hurt you. I'm sorry if I put you down. I'm sorry I made you miserable.
I often push people away just because I’m afraid they’re going to leave anyways. I don’t want to get false hope that they care, and then when you need them.. they’re never there for you. I’ve been lied to and messed with too many times, so I might as well push everyone away.
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